As a six-year grad student, luckily having developed a seemingly might-be useful virtual screening tool (as demonstrated in some trickily-designed pseudo-datasets), jumping into the job market, realizing how small amount of people who play with chemical descriptors, wondering how competitive I am and how enthusiastic I am towards science or...
to divert my exciting researcher life back to the little dream why I am here in US.
Oh... hopefully one-year lapse.